November 12, 2016
Hello All,
I know it’s been a while since my last post. Since early in October it has been a season of much uncertainty and many ups and downs physically and emotionally. As I write this there are still some questions unanswered concerning my health and what the future holds. At times I’ve been in so much pain that I couldn’t think straight; unable to eat or sleep much. My cancer diagnosis was in January, eleven months ago. I’m still working and living my life as normally as possible and that in and of its self is a gift from God. Today, I feel good. I had a good night of sleep which makes all the difference in the world.
I had an appointment with a surgeon on Wednesday to talk about possibly removing my gallbladder and or rerouting things directly to my small intestine to relieve some pain and get things flowing properly. We meet again on Monday to get his opinion after consulting with his colleagues as to some options they have for me. Please pray for wisdom and that we hear the voice of God for what should be done. I’ve also not been able to take my supplements for several weeks now. My system has been unable to process them. I need to get back on them soon, or choose a different treatment. I want to continue this treatment as I believe it’s my best chance of healing. It’s been difficult for Lulu and I as you can imagine, but our hope, faith and trust are steadfast. We rely on the One who is able to sustain us during this season.
“So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
For I am the Lord your God
who takes hold of your right hand
and says to you, do not fear;
I will help you. Isaiah 41:10, 13
I would be remiss if I didn’t take a moment to thank all of you who are keeping us in your daily prayers and continue to send help financially as you’re able. Please know every prayer, every word of encouragement and every penny is much appreciated and needed. I’m still so amazed at all your love poured out toward us. God is so good to this family and we’re eternally grateful. Lulu and the kids continue to bless me. They’ve been remarkably strong and supportive during this season. If and when you see them give them a hug and love on them for a minute.
In spite of all the uncertainty, I remain steadfast and my faith is unwavering. It’s like I’ve been given a gift of peace. Thank you Jesus! I know that whatever lies ahead for me, God knows the future and has my life in His palm. Nothing that happens is out of His control. This brings me much comfort, peace and joy.
I’m looking forward to this coming holiday season. I love the Thanksgiving foods and I love everything about Christmas. I’m a Christmas music freak! On thanksgiving I start listening to Christmas music until January. I can’t wait!! When I think of the holidays I can’t help but think also about my extended family and how much I love them. I’ve been blessed to have a very large family. Both mom and dad have many siblings which means I have many uncles, aunts and a massive amount of cousins. I love and appreciate every one of you. We’re all so different but we love each other in spite of our differences. I look forward to seeing you all and am always so glad we spent time together. Some gifts have no price and family is one of them. This season always makes me miss you all and I wish we could be together.
Right now I don’t have a whole lot more to say, except that I value all of you who have reached out to me in whatever ways you can. I know it’s difficult to find the words to say to someone who is facing what I’m facing and it’s awkward at times. If you want to know how I’m doing just ask me. I’ll try to be sensitive to how hard it is to bring up my health. Most of the time it’s ok to not say anything and I appreciate kind words and cards of encouragement. I know you care and wish this wasn’t happening, but it is and I’m ok with it. Remember, my trust is completely in God the giver of life. He alone determines the length of my days.
Much love,
Dave
